hooi ling in waffle world.....
haha...i think she didnt realise i took this picture too...she was blurr...haha....but this picture is nice....at least im a good photographer...hahah...blek.....hmm...lets talk about her....she has a very good memory......which she can even memorize all the moral nilai in a day....WOW!!!AMAZING!!!i cant do that....she is quite smart....small sized and my mum says she cute...hahah.....she can be emo very fast.....and shes scary when shes emo....really...she wont bother anyone is shes emo....hahaa....what more to say.....a very good friend indeed...










natalie and me in redbox!!

sorrie la...so long only post up photo...i dun have the time to do it ....i dun have a comp!!!haix.......sad only...if i have my own laptop....HOW NICEZ!!if i have the money to buy one now i will surely buy one....continue what i have to say.....hmm...natalie...shes a very nice person....going out shopping out with her is the BEST!!!we have sooo much fun together shopping.....its always fun to have her around.....she has admirers too...haha...so cool.....

hmm.....theres ntg much happen in this few days....except for shi hao having problem with his gf which is now settled......then last few days i did not get to use the comp because of my sister!!she overused and my mum said the comp need to be turn off !!!it makes me PISSED!!!!haix....having sister is not good at all......such pestering......=p

oh ya not to forget about natalies problem.....thats the 1st time i heard her cry in my life......such hurtful words could cum out from a friends mouth.....i cant believe it....if its for me i wouldn't have bother he'she anymore.....its so hard to believe or trust the person who betrayed ur friendship....its just not right to do it....SICKENING!!!i do not want this kind of friends....i HATE BETRAYAL!!!!so do not betray me.....i can get very frustrating and angry at u .......if there is anything just tell me...im very open minded...i accept ppl's comment about me no matter is good or bad......^^..i'll chg for the better.....

haha...im scary???i dun think so...maybe when i'm angry then yes la...i cant control much about my anger....and i think i really talk too loudly sometimes...haha...everyone is scared of me...SOBX SOBX....dun be scared of me la...im very nice and friendly wan la.....^^...at least i have friends who trust me and worth my care for....so many of them....i really appreciate them for taking me as a friend.....im so HAPPY AND GRATEFUL!!!!friends who i can tell my problems to ....there are many too...i'm counted lucky i guess.....i have shu lin who i noe for 10 years .....gan shin,hooi ling,and natalie who i noe for 2 years....and also not to forget viviAN who always hang out 2gether with me.....^^

hmm......next i hope shin is alright.....after what had happened 2day.....i just pray she could get over it!!!we will all support u SHIN!!!hahah.....she is a very zi lian girl.....always praising herself pretty...but she is also a very emotional person....she can cry or laugh easily......her mood isnt always that good....but i will make it good...haha....hope she is alright....

haix...now im broke....having no money is a disaster...haha...i just hope i could get back my money soon.....^^.....

ntg much to say liao....should be this much 1st......

to be continued...

incidents....

hmm...2day.....actually isnt a very good start of the day.....i'm having mood swings in the morning.....haha.....the whole day stuck at home....how bored it could be....haix....but it gets better by the day.....

next.....i start going online......then at 5 sumting....went to my grandma hse for dinner.....she cooked pan mee...hahha...how delicious....hehe....i loved her cooking most....always so tasty....haha....

hmm...then im back home....online again.....chat and chat.....heard a bad news.....how sad.....then natalie getting pissed...hahha....she very funny la...nice teasing her.....me and hooi ling...cant stop....shes CUTE!!! i totally AGREE....haha.....i can imagine her face getting pissed off la..hahaa.....

then we always talk about our problems....how fun it could be.....im always being the bin...now i could even spilled my thought out too....they be my bin sumtimes too.....this is the best part....sharing information and stuff and problems....hahaa....i love that.....

they are all my closest friends....other than shu lin they all....having them in my life is always a good one....they hear all my problems...and i hear theirs.....this year is such a swey year...so many relationship problem.....aiyoyo....so hard to handle...

fan sei yan man......haix.....dunno what to do...cant hurt ppl...and cant think much...haix.....too much TOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!.....what else can i do la.....

then hooi ling with tee meng.....they sure make a great pair.....always fighting and talking nonsense....she lame he oso lame....SOOO GOOD!!!sure be good husband and wife la....she soooo funny lar...hp smses all tee meng TEE MENG!!!!!!!wakaka......i will just wait and c when they 2gether......surely very loving cpl...haha....(dun angry,hooi ling if u read this)...u'll soon c a lovely tee meng and hooi ling picture in friendster....wait and c .....wakaka......loving cpl photo....

next is n and j.....haix...poor j....having such a bad incident......and even a bad mood 2day....didnt expect such things to happen to him...n is getting pissed by just chatting with him......haix.....but n is having fun i guess....haha....quite a great pair if n falls for j....this is true....(p.s:dun be mad....!!)I JUST FEEL LIKE SPILLING OUT IT HERE......SORRIE!!!!!...teasing n is jsut so fun....wakaka....n face expression....surely very interesting...^^ ..n pissed and angry expression....i would have snap a photo of it if i haVE A camera and c n now...haha...

i would like to thx all my friends....!!!..they're being such a great friend....
i never regret knowing all of them.....^^....thats all for today...
ntg much 2 say....hehe.....just VERY ENJOYABLE DAY!!!!!.....

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anger.....and mood swings..

hmm.....i'll talk about yesterday 1st.....i did not get 2 blog yesterday coz of my sis....she snATCH comp with me....i just wnna check who on9 but she dun let....such a fuss man....sumtimes being a big sis ISNT good at all...all u get is STRESS!!!! and i MEAN IT!!!being the eldest isnt so nice after all....all u get is to do house chores,not only that....if u sis made a mistake,u r the one to be blame.....and because of that im being banned to use computer for a month......
WHO CARES..... i'll just continue using it anyways.....hmm.....thats all about yesterday's anger.....

now cum to 2day......im having A GOOD mood in the morning....went out having fun.....but there are people who aren't sporting enough.....zzz....such boring people......not only that....what we asked,they just plain give AN answer and that it.....then they shut up......there is no topic to continue with......such boring thing...better not remember it......

next,hmm....after that....came a bunch of ppl....who are better than them....sporting and talk......so much better.....the only thing is we never get 2 take pictures......such a waste......nvm...there is still the next time.....haha......i'll look forward to that....then sum peoples head got hit....haha......she dun even noe who did it...such a funny scene..... IF U DID SAW THAT.......

then.....the journey is so tiring after that....going shop after shop, looking for dresses,small coat,...wow...tiring....we go shop by shop.....i cant even count the number of shops we've been into......so many indeed......tried so many....and at last found sumting....white barebag dress....rm90..then after that we went looking for shoes......hmm...cool shoes......its being bought....then some people .....broke the dress zip....OOPS.....sorrie to have done it...hehe...(p.s:anyways,the shop people will have fixed it)......

hmm.....next we went looking for the next gown.......we walked and walked.......till we reach a shop....there are tonnes of dresses inside.....colourful and striking dresses.....we tried and tried.....then BOOM.....we found sumting that suites our eyes.....it shimmers.....and look a little cute....with a big ribbon....HOW NICE!!haha....my effort is not wasted after all... but its quite costly.....its rm136..haha....what a nice number...while trying theres sum pervert ppl looking hahha.....just kidding.....if that sumone saw this....(p.s:dun be angry im just KIDDING!!)

nextly.....someone got scolded coz of transport problem.....haix.....sad for that person.....(i cant reveal all the people in here)....those who read should noe .....hmm....anyways we all did ENJOYED A LOT!!!then our next station....food.....im sooo hungry...its 4pm that time.....i never ate anything since morning till 4pm....thats the 1st time....my stomach grumbles until i cant hear it too......*FULL*...we ate until we burp!!...haha..that was funny......

nextly.....haix....ppl emo-ing after that...cum in and seat...then start to emo....dunno what we did too....but i noe we did NOTHING!!haix.....mood like gaLS....having mood swings......i never c a guy like that b4....hmm...the we walked...i bought comics.....then we walked and walked......then it RAINS!!i didnt get 2 go back in time.....we waited for the rain to stop....then sumthing bad happened......i cant reveal....incase sum ppl read my blog.....i'll get screwed......those who are closed to me should noe what happened....^^

then.....it such a waste of money....i remember i did not spend so much...but it came out i lost rm30....dont know where i spend too...later only slowly think....then i reach home....get SCOLDED!!!that is coz i told my mum i'll be back at 5-6pm....my fault too that i reach home at 7pm...the traffic is such jam.....that i cant even reach home in 30 minutes.....we are stuck for 45 minutes....then only i reach home....haix.....

then i came online.....haha....sum ppl is sooo angry that she/he burst all the anger out....haha...chatting is fun...release ur anger...especially if the persons me...i definitely be interested to hear ur problems....haha....im kinda bzbody i admit.....but i CARE for friends.....not like sum ppl.....complain so much......zzzz...complains are not for me.....i'm more to listening to ppls problem and gives advices...haha.....that he/she has the same problem like me....haha.....being the eldest is super NO GOOD!!!!

we chatted until quite late.....hmm...about 11.45pm......then our anger was all released and we both have good mood and then we chatted happily....that was when my mood turned normal......if not i'll be still upset over the day....such a BAD DAY FOR MEz!!!lucky i have he/she to chat with me.....im so happy to have her as a friend......we both doesn't know each other long.....but we both understand each other well....that is why we all make a pair of good friends who shares problems.....we have a sister group....consists of 5 members....haha.....those who are close to me should noe who are the 5....haha.....

anyways.....im very happy in my form 5 life....having such good friends.....we share and care......and we teach and learn through each other....such a great life i had....i'm so fortunate....and not to forget i have a good family to help me in my studies.....my mum ...for english....my dad for sciences sumtimes...i have great parents actually...other than the naggig from my mum and scolding from my dad....they are good parents i admit....but add maths then my tuition teacher....pn chin isnt that bad..its just her teaching method is not that good...she should go slower then i can catch what she's talking about....

YAWNS!!!!!im so tired now....i think my blog will be for now...
i can sleep with no worries now!!!^^..except for one.....that i dun dare to say ......i failed my theory exam....haix....how to say lar...hard....^^
to be continued......

happy day.....

this is natalie and me......hmm....natalie...shes a very hardworking and smart person.....she works hard in every subject....i admire her as she score goodgrades in most subjects....one of it is her mum is quite a strict person.....so she needed to work hard...and even her sis...hehe....very kiasu person...work so hard..hmm...shes in pressure.....but i still am happy to have her as a friend....shopping with her is real fun...we c and try clothes.....then we go shop......she comments on clothes we both wear...haha...its just super fun with her around.....going shopping must surely call her.....^^

FRIENDS.....they are all precious to me.....example is gan shin....i noe her when im in form 4....she change school from chung hua to seafield....i didnt noe her well when she first came to seafield....shes one of my closest friend for now....we always hang out together.....eating,playing,going ktv,both of us have the same interest......singing.....heheh....^^.....redbox is the place we always go.......sing and sing all day long......she cant speak fluent english....but she speaks fluent mandarin....thats not a problem for me understanding that coz i speaks both language...shes a good friend to hang around as we all share problems with each other.....shes not really good in her studies...but i bet she will make a good hairstylist or beautician....wakakaka....she has talent in that i guess....^^

i'll just talk about 2 friends of mine for now....the rest i leave it for tomorrow....hehe.....

today is a really fun day......i enjoy so much......i thought 2day was a schooling day.....but it end up not.....i woke up at 9am...haha....having my pleasure time bathing and then going for breakfast in klang with my cuzzie...

my cuzzie is a very fun person to be with....she always joke and make us laugh....shes also sumone who cares a lot for her mum....shes the one who changed me and remind me that i have a very good and caring mum....i do not object what she said.....she also always guide me through sun or rain.....

i and my mum have very same personality....we both are stubborn....thats why everytime we tend to get into a fight...but i do feel guilty after raising my voice talking to her.....i never apologized as i always think that im in the right.....im hereby saying sorry if she did read my blog here......

i do not blog last time as i feel i dun have the time to do it....but now,i feel that blogging is a way of expressing what u feel about the day......

its really kind of good as i can express my feelings here......
i dont really like my sisters attitude....shes always sprouding bad words towards my mum which is very rude to do so...even i dont do that....mixing with the wrong friends influence u too......that is why we are better not mixing with the wrong friends......

i found a really cool dress today....its for iu....its more to plain white dress with a ribbon in the middle.....its really nice and simple....but its rm 109!!!its really gonna cost me a bomb if i bought it...now im considering whether to buy it or not.....hehe.....^^..but i really love it!!its such a headache to choose a dress....but i will be going to sunway to choose one by the holidays....hehe...but if i cant find one in sunway,i'll just buy the rm109 want.....haha....i seen it in klang parade.....

this month my purse has a big hole..sobx sobx...need to pay for iu then the dress.......haix.....all about 200......so expensive....hmm...today im having a great time....going shopping looking for clothes.....and also chatting with friends on9 2day......hehe....such a fun and enjoying day.....

i get my friends to go out with me...thats such a good thing to happen to me.....friends friends friends......they are all so precious to me.....life is ntg without friends.......

what a happy day today......

enjoyed greatly.....XD

relationship...friendship..is problems....

why cant relationship be simple??i just dun understand.....people often fight because of small things that aren't worth fighting about....love is never that easy to take it or just dump it if u doesn't want or need it...i can only say that love is build with TRUST,BELIEVE,FAITH,SACRIFICING,and TOLERATION among each other...if u have lost the above u cant maintain ur relationship.....there is no meaning to maintain it.....it will get more and more unsustainable....
i do not understand why a guy suicide over a gal....its the most STUPID thing to do in life.....life is always valuable....people should value life.....not waste life.....sigh......
people nowadays having so much relationship problems.....not only that...even friendship.....it will never last......
no matter how long u noe a friend....it will never always be the same....this is because of the persons attitude...and also friends who backstabb.....i hate that...
friends who are untrue....i rather i dun have that....and i cant take it if theres people who says snatching friends away from another friend.....this is ALL bullshit.....
friends are humans not things...they have feelings...they do what they feel like doing.....and not like a thing u doesnt like means u throw it away...it will never be that way.....good friends help those who are in need....friends just listen and then forget....or even dun bother sumtimes....i just doesnt like the way it is to have those type of friends....
it doesnt help much...they just like to complain if there is sum people who doesnt care for them....then the other friend will be the bad one...while the other one who complains...everyone will think that they are the good ones...this is so unfair......and....to me its nonsense.....
im already burning in anger now.....today is such a problem day for my friends....i need to solve friendship and also relationship problems.....
tiring......not only that....it isnt easy to be solved....and let me tell u.....being a middle person it is not as easy as u think it is....
u should try be one if u think its easy to be.....things are so hard to be solved....some are stubborn....some are understanding....some are so aggressive......
oh man....i wouldnt bother all these if i dun take them as my friends seriously.....i dun even wanna noe.....but because they are my friends....so i cared....and i helped...these is what friends are for to me....they are worthless....and priceless.....it cant be bought....u treasure them.....=p...
i will end this blog for now......im soooo sleepy......
yawns****.....

XD