Saturday, November 19, 2011

Precious Memories



I guess it is a memorable day for me as an individual. I get to know that there are real true friends to hear me out when I'm immerse in complicated situations. Having this blog has made my life easier as I am able to spill out my emotions as I wish or had hold back for a long long time. Crying, sadness, sorrow, its time to say goodbye to you guys. I've never shed so much tears for a long long time. I guess I have forgotten the way to cry and be very self-protective towards others. Its time to let go of those grudge and unforgivable acts I have in the past. Its time to change for the better. I realize I have been very pathetic for the past months. Been very moody with things that is happening on me. I guess this is life. Will just have to move on with better determination and strength to hold on.

T1 has been a great class with a bunch of very helpful, supportive and fun friends. Appreciate that I was in this class rather than the other as I have seen group that breaks apart as well. Things are ongoing in life, shall learn from mistakes and improve on any aspects in life. It was pretty amazing life for me in Uni until this semester came upon where things start to break apart for some reasons. Losing one very important friend, not really losing but becoming strangers all of a sudden, it was heart aching. I never liked this feeling to overcome and overpower me sometimes. It is really hard to let go but to accept the fact it was gone. Thanks to Joanne and Kok Leong that hear me out, I was able to stand once more. But it was an experience of once in a lifetime. I am grateful to have known you even though I face the silence and awkwardness from you. I hope time will fade things away and things can turn back to be well and smooth.


I believe those who don't know me will think of me as being arrogant and bold. I guess it was all the drops and failure points in my journey of life that made me that way as a shield. Under the shield is still a lonely and weak creature who is foolish and naive sometimes. I guess its time to be more observant and sensitive towards others. I have been able to understand and capture all emotions previously but it seems to be lost somewhere in the woods. Its time to get back to sense. I apologize sincerely to those whom I unknown have offended or somehow have make things difficult for them. SORRY!

This semester has given me big times, many obstacles and challenges to face whether individually or as a group. I appreciate the support and understanding from you guys. Especially Joanne. I would really like to thank her for being there for me, hearing me out and understand my unrevealed feelings in whatever situation that matters. She was the reason that made me realize myself for who I am. My best sister ever!!! She has always help me out in whatever that matters. Innocent, honest and reliable sister I have had. There have been many ups and downs for the both of us in this semester. I really enjoyed working together with her in anyway as we make good partners I believe. P.S: Sorry if I did make things hard on you..<3..I enjoy those days that we both have to look out for each other in assignments and life. It was memorable days I had which are precious to me.


Best Sista since day 1 <3



 Not to forget my old secondary and primary classmates that have long been friends together. You all are great supporter and great friends to hang around together. There is much memories together with you guys. Was happy that you guys made the time to celebrate my birthday with me. It was an amazing birthday!!!Memorable for me indeed~~ =).. Although its a simple dinner you guys have made my day better with all the laughter and chit-chatting that we once long haven been able to share. You guys are a bunch of unforgettable friends in life to miss. We shall catch up when time appeals to all of us again.


Tony Roma's Birthday with Bestmates




 
Thanks for the gifts !! <3
All my birthday Presents!! <3
Present from great friends.<3




















It has been a very reflective day which I have on myself to get back the part of me that I have once lost. Thanks for being there guys. I appreciate it a lot. You'll always be in my heart...<3<3<3
Time for a change/makeover~~ =)
This time I mean it and will do it....I hope I can change for the better....Not just by words as "Action speak louder than Words" ~~

Nights~~ <3


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