Start of a New Day

I was awake by not the alarm but the ringing tunes of my phone. Receiving a text message, I knew the reply has came. It was a fresh start with what I have received. I was glad you guys trust and have the guts to tell me the truth. I value and appreciate what was stated and will thus take note of it. I can never promise to show a new me so swiftly as this is not easy. As stated, time will mend things back I suppose. A really BIG THANK YOU to those who have told me whatever that was wrong. I have been like a winding road this semester if you know what I meant. Things weren't easy for me, getting tougher, more stress and difficult tasks.

With all the mistakes I have made,  I learned over time. Things doesn't have to always go your way. Learn to accept others as who they are, understand, trust and respect for what it is that matters. Things will be better if I am able to do that. Giving trust is easily said than done. Passing by all the drops and fail points in my life has made me brought up being this way. Self-protected from everything that happens. I never trust so easily as how I did in the past due to the happenings upon me. I'll have to set on a journey to find back the part that I have lost or missed out. Everyone has two sides to them I believe. Its which part of it you want to be. Reflecting and understand yourself is important so that you first accept for who you are and then start understanding and accepting others. This is something I've learn for today.

Finals is approaching and with my current mood, I really hope I could buck up and gather back all my motivation and focus in studies. Tears drop like the rain for days, drowning in the rain to camouflage the tears, having done all that I'm not suppose to when finals are near. Its so hard to stop the tears from falling, rain from pouring,nearly impossible~ I just hope I could get things right back on track as planned. The finals are approaching with tough subjects and difficult attempting styles as there is an upgrade of standards in the University. I hope I could maintain everything the same, whether friendship, studies, relationships and so on. Time to wake up and face the challenging race ahead in a weeks time.

I wish the BEST of LUCK for everyone who is taking finals in a weeks time! Lets put our hearts out and do our best! <3<3<3